I Forget Forgive You
I try to stuff my tears and pain...
But is is driving me insane.
I try to forget you...
and everything you used to do...
the pain and terror you put me through.
I am so ashamed...
was it something I did?
Somehow, I always felt blamed.
I was beaten when I would cry...
You never understood...
You didn't even try.
I try to forget the way you made me hate...
I began to see life, not as a gift;
but a fate.
You stoled all the love and trust...
I ever had, threw it on the ground
and left it crushed.
I have a broken heart...
I need a brand start.
But it seems so far apart..
Like it would be easy to depart.
I try to forget that you didn't want me...
I am different! If only you could see...
I am not bad, just a little down...
A little sad and a little mad.
I try to forget to forgive...
But I need to change... to relive.
I need to do this the right way...
to use the hardest words to say...
I forgive you...
~Marie J.~
